Wednesday, April 03, 2013
Hello world,
Guess this will be like my personal blog from now, which is good in a way.
Somehow, when one gets older and wiser (its a bundle), we tend to shut off more. In the past, i would like my blog to have many many readers. But, now, i would like my blog to be my own and personal space, where i can drop down my thoughts and feelings.
Its 2013 now (i know i am a lil bit late), many changes in my life, and i guess that only a tiny weeny part of life that i will have to go through. I am officially a working adult now, working my ass off for my monthly income. Work is alright now, glad that it is a place i know that i will learn alot from, and so far, i can say i love my job, just that money not enough. Haha, who's ever get enough of money though, but still, i wont expect much now as i know i will get what i deserve in the future. =)
Also to welcome my new baby, my baby red Jazz into my life. She's an accident that i stumble upon, something which i never expect to own yet. But she is a beautiful accident of coz, and she will be with me for the next 2 years, be good okie?
Family has been well, mum's business so far so good. And she is definitely enjoying her yearly overseas trip. LOL.
5 more days to our 8th Year Anniversary. Time flies. Its been 8 years, OMG. But still, somehow still feeling that our rs is still not on the right path yet. Or so to say, is there any "right" path? Or every path is just as rocky. Guess its something that brings no answer. After so many years, i finally finally able to slightly gonna to have the same thought as my man. To my man, it all comes down to fate whether we will be together eventually. In the past, i feel that if i do wan this rs, i will try my very best to protect it, to keep it and to hold on to it, but somehow, this "overly" love almost suffocate my man. Its really a tough journey for me to dump my theory of love away and embrace his. I wont say i did it, but i know i did tried, and i know i did to my very best. But still, there are still some theory of love of myself i wanna keep, the kind of love i wan in my marriage, in my life. We are just like 2 different worlds coming together, maybe the 2 worlds will collapse and crash, but maybe, just maybe, 2 worlds will combine and become a better and beautiful world. Which will it come down to? Guess only time can tell.
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
9:35 PM
Thursday, July 14, 2011
Stacey Sis Yacht Party.
She invited her close friends of 9 for this mini gathering.
Had fun with all her friends.
The Monako Yacht
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
1:59 AM
Butter Factory with uni friends....
It was a fun and chilling nite with all my sexy, shaking mates... wahaha....
But mild accidents happened which i shalll nt mention again.... LOL
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
1:55 AM
Paintball with lun and clique at Yishin Bittle Tree Club.....
It was dammm fun...
The crawling, shooting, muddy ground, heavy gun, smelly mask, injuries all over, all plays a big part in making the game so fun!!!
So cute =)
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
1:50 AM
Updates of 7 sistaz.....
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
1:47 AM
Updates of poly clique,
everyone is busying with own things.
Pat and Justin had enrolled into my school and doing their prep course, hope they will do well and advance to the main course! Good Luck!
Gj has enrolled into UWA and continue his biomedical life, good luck too!!
Geok flying to London foer studies soon too, gonna be there for 2 yrs, we gonna miss u!
Ain is getting married soon!!!!! So gonna attend her wedding!!!!
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
1:33 AM
Wednesday, March 09, 2011
Suddenly, i miss blogging.
Its so random yet i have this feeling of miss.....
Guess no one visits this page anymore,
and it feels kinda free as i can throw whatever i wish here,
things that i wanna say but cant,
things that i wanna think but shouldnt,
things that i wanna grumble out loud!!
Reading back my posts, makes me feel like nothing had change,
but 1 thing did change,
thats ME.
And i'm glad for the change =)
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
4:36 AM
Tuesday, June 08, 2010
I've tried, tried so hard to do everything you want,
it may not be perfect, but at least i did my best.
I've never complained, I've never demand, I've never want anything from you.
I only want you to be someone i can lean on when i feel weak,
when i feel helpless,
but what you did was keep pushing me to be independent,
to depend on myself, to help myself.
I know you did that for my own good and sometimes you duno how to help me,
but all i ever wan was you to be my pillar,
not me to be my own pillar.
I'm trying to pour all my love into you,
but you are keeping your love away from me.
I'm afraid of our future,
i hope for a future,
but you're always pushing this future away.
It really hurts, it hurts till i hope i never existed at the very moment, so i can push the pain away.
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
8:54 PM
Saturday, April 03, 2010
I sincerely hope one day you'll see all the effort that i've put in.
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
1:17 AM
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
My heart is so broken.
Broken into so many pieces that i can't even find it myself.
Will it ever be fixed back?
I doubt so.
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
3:58 PM
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Who am i? Who are they?
I know they are just friends, but still i'm ur girlfriend.
I understand how u feels, totally do, but still i wanna be someone to push you, pull u up when you fall, guess whatever i think is right for turn out to be bad.
I'm tired to be pushing you to do things and plan everything, guess i need a breather, need to let things run its own course.
Sometimes i really really do hate the way i am.... Why do i have to step in everytime, why do i have so much FEEL, why do i cry so easily, why do i hurt so easily, why do i care so much, why do i want to be with you so much.
I just dun understand, isnt love just you love me and i love you, why does it have to be so complicated, why does love hurt so much.
♥ loving you endlessly ♥
6:16 PM
So cute =)
Btw, wendy is graduating soon! Congrats!!!
